Running
9:01 p.m. - 2006-09-23

Running
Carissa Parker, 2-17-05

Torn between what I want and what is right
Choosing between dark and light
It seems black and white
My decision should be clear

It is harder than it looks
Tough than it seems now
I just need to know how.

You can show me the way
But I might not listen to what you say
Or maybe you could pray
But, would it help?

Loneliness- the only thing I see
Confusion- nothing is clear to me
I can never be who they want me to be
Why try?

So many lies are hidden inside
So many secrets in my heart abide
I cannot tell, I have only lied
No one can know the number of tears I have cried.

Running hurts
Truth hurts more
I ask myself-
What am I living for?

What I have done is eating me alive
I cannot let go
Is it friend or foe?
I am lost, alone.

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