Bitter Facade 9-14-07
12:03 p.m. - 2007-09-20

Ongoing Facade

9-14-07

I can't deal with this

so I tried to forget

but my mind keeps reeling

back to when we met.

How could it have been so perfect

is it now fallen apart?

Will I learn to let you go

and let you out of my heart?

You say you're one person

but then you're so different

I don't know what to do

so this is my lament.

What should I believe-

What you say or what you do?

Your actiosn speak louder than words-

maybe I can't trust you.

You laugh at things

that aren't funny

You say you hate your job

and that you want more money.

Then at church you say

"I know God loves me"
but you don't really live it

and I can't make you see.

This is my priority

and yours aren't the same

so if you can't do this

I won't play your game.

I'm tired of this facade

I'm sick of all your faces

so take off the damn mask

you wear at different places.

This can't be an act

this can't be a show

tell me who you are

or I will let you know.

If this is the way it has to go

then we'll go our own ways

I can't let you live a lie

but it's your choice

so now it's time to decide.

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