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Prelude of many poems
9:28 p.m. - 2005-10-07
I haven't been able to post - 'cause diaryland wouldn't let me... so I will post quite a few poems now... Blessings! Cold December
8/20/05 I can still hear your voice whispering to me,
“Don’t give up, hold on…”
Even though you’re not here for me now,
I’ll remain strong. Even if it’s over for now,
I am holding onto every word you said
Knowing that you once cared
To me your words aren’t dead. I could never forget you
I am living by the hope that you helped me see
I will always remember
You were always there for me. You helped me through so much
You pointed me to the truth every time
When I needed a light to see,
You would always shine. Though now we’re through
I’ll always remember
Everything you did for me
But it’s still a cold December. Kaleidoscope
8/20/05 Could I ever forget
All the love you gave
How you cared so much
Taught me to be brave. Yes, you have hurt me
But it doesn’t matter
Though you made me cry
And made my heart shatter. I’ll just think back to what you always said,
“Don’t give up, I love you.”
What you said to me-
Always got me through. You broke me now,
But I’m OK.
I’ll survive,
I’ll find the way. The days are hard without you
But I’ve got an everlasting hope
You helped me to see it
Colored by a kaleidoscope.
Goodbye Forever
The tears I cry, you have caused
You’ve broken my heart
Stole every part
And threw it all away. No words, just actions
That told me we’re through
How could I ever trust you?
After what you’ve done to me. You were someone I counted on,
Considered a close friend,
I didn’t want it to end,
But you tore it apart. I don’t know what to do
As the tears stream down
Broken promises I found
Why’d you do it? I thought you loved me
I thought you cared
All the love we had shared
I was wrong. Ok, it’s over,
Sorry I didn’t see
How you were using me,
Goodbye forever…
unnamed poem
9- 2?-05
So many friends and so many faces
So many seclusive groups,
Will I ever find my place? I’d give up all my ‘friends’ if only to have one
I’m so lonely -
Though I pretend to have fun. I’m sick of the pain
And hiding behind a plastic smile
And I to blame for all this shame? I miss what I had
The close friendships in my life
But I cannot have what has turned baad It wasn’t meant to be this way
I wasn’t meant to be lonely
And it’s hard to get through the day. I try to have faith and press on
I’ve tried to be brave
But I’m weak from being strong. God, can you hear me?
I need you here tonight
Because I’m tired of saying
Saying that everything’s all right. I need your hand to guide me
Down this dark and winding path
I need your light to help me see
Can you send a friend to make me laugh?
On my own
10-03-05
You were the person
Who helped me through everything
Whenever I was in pain,
It was love you’d bring.
Whenever I w as in tears
Your arms were always open wide
Ready to suffer with me
Anytime I cried. But now you’re not here
You’re no longer there
I’m left to fight alone
Because you don’t care. I’d never been alone
And I’d never been hurt for long
When you were with me
‘Cause you always helped me to be strong. You taught me how to keep going
And never give in to the dark night
But now you’re not here
To help me in the fight. I’ve never been left to fend for myself
Or left all alone...
But I guess the time has come at last
When I am on my own.
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