unnamed
8:53 p.m. - 2006-09-23

12-1-04

The pain continues, emotionally and physically.
I know in my heart, I am a fool, this is folly.
Yet I cannot stop, I have tried,
I am such a hypocrite, I have lied.
I said I was better, I said I was fine
I wish people could see my pain, see that I have been lying.
The pain, it stings
The shame, it clings.
I feel hopeless, though I was told there was hope in life
I feel lost; it seems that life only brings more strife.
I was told to persevere,
But there is too much fear.
I have hidden, I am lost.
I feel like winter, cold snow, and frozen frost
Barren trees, dead ground
Blizzards, tears and frowns
Biting winds, freezing snow,
Homeless lost nowhere to go.

I hear a voice; it bids me, “come”

But I cannot see where the sound is coming from.
I hear the music, but where?
I know it is He, is He really there?

I hear Him singing His song for me
About His love and who He is making me.
A tear falls as again He calls.
But I cannot go, I do not deserve it, I am not that good.
If I was better, I would go, I would.
I am not worthy, so I will remain in the snow…
Listening to my music as it softly grows faint and low…

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